Who would play you?

I was talking to a friend of mine the other day and he asked me an interesting question. If there was a movie about your life, who would you want to play you? That’s a very difficult question for me to answer. Do you know who you would want to play you? I don’t know if there is an actress out there right now that can capture the essence of me. Not to mention, no one ever says that I look like anyone famous.

It got me thinking about how other people see me versus how I see myself. On the outside, I am a very cheerful, happy person. I am always smiling and I am very motherly. I would do anything (within reason) for a friend and/or loved one and I get along with just about everyone. That’s all true, but there are parts of me that no one sees. I am very self conscious about things I do and I worry about things I have no control over. I have low self-esteem and I obsess over my weight too much. I have this nagging urge to please people, which I want to blame on my Japanese mother, and I have a hard time saying no. I don’t really get mad too much, but a lot of times when I do, you’d never know it. I can hide things really well, but I never lie. I have a difficult time making decisions, but I stick with them when I do. I admit that I have quite a few quirks and habits, but that’s just me.