There are a couple of guys who I will always love for the rest of my life. We are still friends and I wish them well, but it's hard to hear certain things. A couple of weeks ago I heard form one. He's having a baby. I don't think I'm really over him being married yet and now they are having a baby? Today I spoke to another one. He's engaged. WHAT? I think all I could really say was "Wow" and then I threw in a "That's great." This shouldn't bother me. Neither one should, but they do. I know, Shelly, I told you it didn't bother me, but it DOES! I can't help it. I can't even describe how I feel right now. I just need to go away or something...